Words of Intimacy Part 14

Pop went everywhere. He just stared at me while wiping pop from his face. " Are you okay?  Do you need me to drive?" I smiled "I want you to sleep in the bed with me. Clothing optional. I love you more than life itself. You have always treated me with respect. You have been so patient with me. I feel in my heart that you have waited long enough. I want tonight to be the night."

" Whoa!" he grabbed my hand and looked me in my eyes. " Wait are you sure? Seriously, I have waited five and a half years. I don't mind just holding you tonight til you fall asleep. Another year of blue balls won't kill me, it might hurt though."

I punched him in the arm again. " I'm ready Rollins more than ever. You have always been a gentleman. Not many men, would sleep in a separate room or  bed when their girlfriend comes over. I know in my heart I want you. Tonight. Please don't make me change my mind." He smiled the biggest smile ever and started texting. Now I was confused. "Who are you texting right now?" He put his phone back in his holster and then pulled me closer to him by my chin. He gave me the most sensual and sweetest kiss I had ever felt. He pulled on my seat belt as he always did.

"Don't worry about all that. But I am starving. As much as I want to get home as receive your precious gift, I can't have my stomach growling while making love. I know of a good Italian restaurant. We can celebrate our engagement with dinner and a couple drinks for me because to be quite honest I am now actually really nervous." He started the car.

"Wait! Sorry, I have nothing to wear. I am not going to wear my uniform to a fancy restaurant. And why in the hell are you nervous? You have done this before. Honestly I don't know what to expect. I am completely new to this."

He sighed, " Do you really think I will come unprepared? I packed your black dress I like to see you in. And your birthday shoes. Why am I nervous? I really want your first time to be special. I thought this day would never come." Tears started to fall down my face. I looked out the window thinking he may not notice. The car shut off. " Macy, look at me. Now. You crying scares me and you know this. Happy or not they have to stop. I think you're not ready."

I slowly turned to him and said, "I know you don't like me crying but I swear to you I am happy and ready for you in the bedroom and in marriage. I just love how you always so prepared and thoughtful. Please let's not argue. We can talk about this over dinner.  Please Rollins." He stared at me with eyes full of mixed emotions. He sighed and starting the car.

The restaurant was just enchanting.  It had subtle lighting to not take away from the candlelight. There was a pianist that played soft soothing music. The ambiance was definitely romantic. But something was  very weird. He was eating so slow that I was beating him. I grabbed his hand and smiled," Rollins what's wrong?" He put his fork down and wiped his mouth with his napkin. Now I was getting nervous.

Right before he spoke his text message alert went off. He grabbed his phone even though he knows that drives me crazy when people use their phone at the table during a meal. "I already told you I am nervous. I just need to know that you are truly ready. But before you answer, there is one more question I would like to ask you. You have said no before but I am praying you will say yes today. I am just hoping for perfect day and now a perfect evening. Will you please turn my place into our place?"

He was killing me today. " Haven't I made enough big decisions for today?" I sighed, " but yes I will."

He jumped up and yelled, "Yes!!!" Everyone in the restaurant turned to look at us. He fixed his jacket and tie and said, " I apologize ladies and gentlemen but this wonderful and beautiful lady has agreed to marry me." The cheers and applaud came again. Embarrassed, I just smiled and held up my left hand. You could hear some women say 'aah'. He sat down and said, "Check please."

We rode in silence all the way to his place. Now our place. I didn't think I would feel so nervous but so excited. I was one step away from shaking. I wanted this to happen. I am going to get my fairytale life women dream of as little girls. As we pulled into his parking spot, he reached over to rub my leg and I jumped.

"Whoa! I didn't mean to scare you," he laughed. "Are you ready to go in?  I have another surprise for you." I paused and he continued, "Calm down. Its nothing big. I think I gave you enough to ponder on for the month." He got out the car and came to open my door. He helped me out and then pulled me into his arms.  He kissed me so gently on the lips which seemed to make me melt down below. I felt more relaxed. He then moved to my cheek, then my ear, and then down to my neck. I let out a soft purr. "Ahem, lets go inside."

When he got to the door, he gave me a little tan box with a orange bow on it. I opened it slowly. Inside was three keys attached to a key chain that read 'FUTURE MRS. POWERS'. A tear fell and I let out a little laugh. " So you just knew I was going say yes to everything today. But what are all the keys for?"

"All you need to know right now is the gold one opens the front door. Go ahead. Try it."

I approached the door, inserted the key and opened it. I walked in and took off my shoes. When i turned around Rollins was holding a single white rose in his hand. I smiled and accepted it. He then grabbed my hand and led me upstairs to the master bedroom. Our bedroom. He stopped at the door.

With love in his eyes he said,"Macy, I love you with everything I have inside my heart and soul. If you do not want to do this, ju..."

I kissed him just to get him to shut up. Apparently we both were nervous. He turned us around so my back was on the door and continued to kiss me. Our tongues began to dance and tangle with each other. That moan slipped out again but this time it was not me.

He grabbed my hand and whispered, "I am going to take that as a 'yes'. But just so you know, this is what you do to me," he pulled my hand to his Mojo. I gasped but didn't move my hand. I wanted to do this. I kissed him as i rubbed his hardness. "OK, lets go inside." He opened the door and more tears fell down my face.

The room was romantically decorated with candles and  white rose petals everywhere. It smelled of soft lavender and a hint of coconut.  There was an heart made out of rose petals on his bed. Our bed. Chilled sparkling apple cider by the bed. Soft jazz music played in the background. A path of petals that led from the bed to the bathroom. I looked into the bathroom where there was even more candles and petals there too. A bubble bath was drawn as well. "How did you...."

He waved his phone at me then put it on the dresser. As he took off his coat and tie, he said, "I know people that know people. "

"So you telling me that Malachi and Troy knows? I can't believe you. Of all people your bodyguard staff.  The mood is..."

He grabbed me and said, " I never said them, so chill. Nope not another word. You are not allowed to talk til I tell you you can. Do me a favor take your ponytail down." I did as he asked. He started kissing me again. That moan was definitely me. He started backing me up into the bathroom. He reached behind me and unzipped my dress. He released from the kiss to watch the dress fall to the ground. He slowly outlined the left side of my body with his pinky finger. I felt my Secrets become very moist.

He put one hand behind me and with a snap my bra begin to expose my breast. He kissed each one slowly as my bra slid off my arms onto the floor. I began to unbutton his shirt and let it slide down his arms. Nervously, I froze when it came to his pants and he sensed it. The issue was we never saw each other completely nude before. He kissed me again which helped me regain my nerve. I swallowed hard and undid his belt and pants. He stepped out of them and I noticed the bulge at his center. He got on one knee again but this time he helped me out of my thong. When he stood up, he stepped out his boxers.

We just stared at each other for a moment. He broke the silence, "You are absolutely beautiful." He stepped in the tub first and then helped me in. We sat down with me between his legs. I leaned back and put my head on his chest. I have never felt so relax and at ease. He began to wash me up slowly. His hands caressed every inch of my body.

"Rollins, I hope you know I love you so much and couldn't imagine this moment with anyone else. You are definitely making this a night I would never ever forget." I turned to him and kissed him. I slowly turned the rest of my body toward him. I started to wash his body, enjoying every touch of his smooth yet chiseled body.

He pushed me forward as he stood up. He stepped out, grabbed a towel, and looked at me, "Relax for a moment. I will be back in a moment to get you." Is this what living with him would be like? Marriage too? What a thought.